Koizora Chapter 4 Page 7

"... I don't!!"


The truth is
I was pushing myself.
But I did not want him to know.


Tatsuya was raising another question
to Mika who was trembling while answered.



"Was it really a cold?"


"Yes! It's a cold!!"


"Then what happened with your wrist?"



I lost in words.
I thought that no one would realize since I put a wristband...


"I realize about it. Your left wrist... Did something happen? I would not tell anyone else, so will you tell me?"



I wanted to rely on someone,
I wanted someone to listen.


It was a rape.

A harassment from the ex-girlfriend.

Because of that my stomach was in pain.


I told Tatsuya everything.


"Your left wrist... did you try to kill yourself?"


"...Yeah"


"It must be painful..."


While saying that Tatsuya walked to the window,
he looked like wiping tears with his hand.


Did he cry for me?
I wondered if I was wrong.






By Tatsuya's suggestion
I changed my PHS to the new one.



Thanks to the new number, the pestering was stopped,

Tatsuya was encouraging the dispirited Mika along the break time.





The one who observed at the two of us being like this
was Kazuya from the same class.



Kazuya was in the same group as Hiro, he was Hiro's best friend.



Somehow
I felt a bad premonition...