I was so glad
that Manami was there.
If Manami was not there,
maybe Mika would not still alive at this time.
I was in pain that much. Thank you...
Several days later I was discharged from the hospital safely.
As usual, the pestering mails and calls didn't stop,
but strangely I had been accustomed to that.
I would not worry about that.
The white wristband still had not been unfastened..
Back to school after a while.
I had made my friends and Hiro
awfully worried about me.
At the break time, when I looked outside the window...
"Are you free now?"
The one who spoke was Tatsuya.
We had been exchanging contact a long ago and sending mails also, but it's been a while since the last time we talked to each other.
If I was seen talking to another man
Hiro would get angry...
Mika looked at the surroundings restlessly.
Tatsuya realized what Mika had done and he murmured to me.
"If you don't want to be seen, let's talk at the music room?"
After confirming that Tatsuya had gone out from the classroom,
I went to the music room while worrying about not being seen by Hiro.
"What happened??"
"Mika has gotten thinner"
"Really? Thank you♪"
Looking at Mika who deliberately answered cheerfully,
Tatsuya made a worrying face.
"I feel~ do you overdo yourself?"
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Koizora Chapter 4 Page 5
Towards Hiro and my school mates, I was lying by telling that I caught a cold and had to rest a while
Even when I was hospitalized,
Mails and calls from Hiro's ex were not stopping.
Even when I turned off the power,
I still felt that the phone kept ringing.
The reminiscent talk that I heard about Hiro and her
had put images inside my head.
In that kind of situation, there's no way my stomach pain would be healed,
thus I had to prolong the hospitalization.
It's painful...
It couldn't be helped.
I wanted to be at ease.
After confirming that my parents had gone from the hospital
I grabbed the paring knife that was there near me.
I wanted to be at ease.
I wanted to be at ease.
I put the knife on my wrist,
when I started to cut...
"...What are you doing!"
Suddenly Manami who went to visit rushed over to the bed,
then she threw away the knife to the floor.
"If Mika died there are many people that would be sad. I would also be sad if Mika died and I couldn't live also"
Manami hugged Mika
and cried together.
The wound on my wrist was shallow
Manami treated it with the antiseptic solution and bandages she bought from the convenience store.
"The wound, hide it with this. Never do this again!"
While saying that,
she gave me a white wristband.
Even when I was hospitalized,
Mails and calls from Hiro's ex were not stopping.
Even when I turned off the power,
I still felt that the phone kept ringing.
The reminiscent talk that I heard about Hiro and her
had put images inside my head.
In that kind of situation, there's no way my stomach pain would be healed,
thus I had to prolong the hospitalization.
It's painful...
It couldn't be helped.
I wanted to be at ease.
After confirming that my parents had gone from the hospital
I grabbed the paring knife that was there near me.
I wanted to be at ease.
I wanted to be at ease.
I put the knife on my wrist,
when I started to cut...
"...What are you doing!"
Suddenly Manami who went to visit rushed over to the bed,
then she threw away the knife to the floor.
"If Mika died there are many people that would be sad. I would also be sad if Mika died and I couldn't live also"
Manami hugged Mika
and cried together.
The wound on my wrist was shallow
Manami treated it with the antiseptic solution and bandages she bought from the convenience store.
"The wound, hide it with this. Never do this again!"
While saying that,
she gave me a white wristband.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Koizora Chapter 4 Page 4
The contents of the pestering mail from Hiro's ex are...
"Break up"
"Ugly"
"Die"
"Disgusting"
"Get lost"
...those are repeating every day.
On the phone,
she made me listen to the remembrance of Hiro and her.
Like,
"when I first time make love with Hiro~"
or,
"when we went there for a date~"
Every time I hang up the phone,
the calls keep coming.
If I don't answer,
or turn off the power
there are still days when the calls from dating site or prank calls keep coming and never stop.
It keeps continuing everyday without Hiro even knowing about this.
Though I am confused whether I should discuss with Hiro or not, I don't want to make Hiro being worried...
and I don't want to be involved with Hiro's ex girlfriends anymore.
If Mika is being patient,
I thought she will calm down someday.
But the pestering has no indication to stop,
Talks about remembrance with Hiro that I don't want to hear,
defamation of being ugly and asked to die etc...
Loss of confidence and emotionally stress,
Mika is being hospitalized
My stomach feels funny,
and I repeatedly vomit.
Because of stress, my stomach began to hurt.
I just told one of my middle high school friend named Manami,
about me being hospitalized.
"Break up"
"Ugly"
"Die"
"Disgusting"
"Get lost"
...those are repeating every day.
On the phone,
she made me listen to the remembrance of Hiro and her.
Like,
"when I first time make love with Hiro~"
or,
"when we went there for a date~"
Every time I hang up the phone,
the calls keep coming.
If I don't answer,
or turn off the power
there are still days when the calls from dating site or prank calls keep coming and never stop.
It keeps continuing everyday without Hiro even knowing about this.
Though I am confused whether I should discuss with Hiro or not, I don't want to make Hiro being worried...
and I don't want to be involved with Hiro's ex girlfriends anymore.
If Mika is being patient,
I thought she will calm down someday.
But the pestering has no indication to stop,
Talks about remembrance with Hiro that I don't want to hear,
defamation of being ugly and asked to die etc...
Loss of confidence and emotionally stress,
Mika is being hospitalized
My stomach feels funny,
and I repeatedly vomit.
Because of stress, my stomach began to hurt.
I just told one of my middle high school friend named Manami,
about me being hospitalized.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Koizora Chapter 4 Page 3
Is it a prank??
Maybe today is my unlucky day.
It becomes a disturbance that I would like to turn off the phone, but at that time...
pirorinpirorin
This time is a mail.
I get a bad premonition...
I open the inbox.
[diediediedie]
...it's from unknown address.
Who? What is this??
I make a reply to that unknown mail address
[Who is this?]
But there is no further reply.
I am wondering who was sending the mail that day,
it makes me absent-minded at class.
Maybe it is just a mistake...
I just think about it like that till the next day,
another mail from an unknown number comes once again.
[Break up quickly]
Break up...
This kind of words
is likely to be said by Hiro's ex right??
But there's no way Hiro's ex could know Mika's number...
[That's why, who are you?]
I shortly replied,
then held the PHS tight.
The answer came quickly.
[I'm Hiro's ex]
...as I thought.
[How do you know my number?]
[I checked when I met Hiro]
...she checked when she met Hiro??
Hiro surely is loose.
From that day, hate calls and mails are coming from Saki, Hiro's ex-girlfriend
Maybe today is my unlucky day.
It becomes a disturbance that I would like to turn off the phone, but at that time...
pirorinpirorin
This time is a mail.
I get a bad premonition...
I open the inbox.
[diediediedie]
...it's from unknown address.
Who? What is this??
I make a reply to that unknown mail address
[Who is this?]
But there is no further reply.
I am wondering who was sending the mail that day,
it makes me absent-minded at class.
Maybe it is just a mistake...
I just think about it like that till the next day,
another mail from an unknown number comes once again.
[Break up quickly]
Break up...
This kind of words
is likely to be said by Hiro's ex right??
But there's no way Hiro's ex could know Mika's number...
[That's why, who are you?]
I shortly replied,
then held the PHS tight.
The answer came quickly.
[I'm Hiro's ex]
...as I thought.
[How do you know my number?]
[I checked when I met Hiro]
...she checked when she met Hiro??
Hiro surely is loose.
From that day, hate calls and mails are coming from Saki, Hiro's ex-girlfriend
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
on hiatus
dear all,
i'm sorry that i have to put this project on hiatus :(
i'm so packed with my work and really don't have time to do the translation..
i hope i can continue this next month
-jia hui
i'm sorry that i have to put this project on hiatus :(
i'm so packed with my work and really don't have time to do the translation..
i hope i can continue this next month
-jia hui
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