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Hiro turned to Mika's back

Writhe the blazer uniform
he hugged me tightly.


"It's so warm~. It'll be good if we can always be like this"


"Yes......"


At this time,
I'm determined.


I would not
contact Hiro anymore.


I'd tried my best to give up
I didn't want to be hurt by liking him once again...




From that day
I never replied the mail
and never answered the call.

There were chance that we met at the classroom
...but I continued to avoid him.



Though it was like that everyday the call and mail from Hiro never failed to come.




One morning
Aya called me out
to the corner of the class.


"Mika, what do you think of Hiro-kun~?"


"Whatever I think, he get himself a girlfriend!!"


I was fed up with
the talk about Hiro's girlfriend.


"I heard from Nozomu
they have broken up♪"


"...he??"


"He broke up because he had another girl he really likes ♪ He seems like he really likes her!! Who do you think she is? It's you Mika. It's Mika♪"


My heart that supposed to give up
extremely easy to tremble by that.

...mild determination.


Aya was keeping on.


"Hiro-kun wants to have a proper talk with Mika so today he will wait at library after school!"


"...I understand"





Ping pong ping pong


The chime that marked the end of today's class was resounding in the class.

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One day after school,
Mika and Aya
hanged out to town.


"It's been a while since I played at town with Mika~!"

"N dan daa♪"


The two of us laughed while we were walking...



"Eh? It's Nozomu and Hiro-kun~!"


Aya rushed toward
those two.




...both Aya and Nozomu got along well and disappeared somewhere.


Mika and Hiro who was being left still had an awkward atmosphere,
then went to a large park nearby.




"How's lately?"



"He? About what??"



Suddenly Hiro raised his unbeat-stabbing voice
asking me



"Are you in love now?"


"I am... but, right now I am not~"


"What kind of man do you fall in love at?"


"He's a bastard though~...but he's kind?? For Mika only of course!!"


"The man who is liked by Mika~I envy him"



... ... perhaps Hiro
did not realize Mika's feeling??



"Hiro has a girlfriend right! Mika is a single woman~ a~ I'm lonely~!"


"I have broken up"



After all it might another lie.

I pretended that I didn't hear that.

I already
didn't want to be disappointed by false hope...





My body trembled
because of the cold wind.


"Come"


I approached timidly
toward beckoning Hiro.

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Nee,
perhaps he hadn't broken up with his girlfriend??


My doubts were stirring up.
I wanted to believe him,
but...


Gathering my courage,
I tried to ask.


"Hiro, you still have a girlfriend...??"


"What's up suddenly?"


...Inconsiderate Hiro looked a little bit irritated.


"But, a while ago you called me Saki? It's the one who called earlier, right...??"


There was no answer.


"Speak honestly??"



Hiro was
facing down.

Somehow
I knew the answer.


"...I haven't broken up with her. Sorry for lying."



Hiro still had a girlfriend.
They hadn't broken up.

Then why
he made love to me??


For being like this, I was just a convenient girl.




The tears were flowing down from my eyes.


Tears that came out because of
sorrow
regret
and shame.


Hiro wiped the tears with his finger.
He couldn't see straight to my face


"...I'm leaving"


I went home like I wanted to escape.



...the one who cared
was only Mika.





Since then there was a period when I no longer played and communicated with Hiro.


As time passed by


"I'm okay for just being a friend"

I started to think like that
the mail which wasn't replied also
had to be replied bluntly.

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Hiro gently held Mika
who was first experienced in this.


The feeling was enough to feel like illusion...



When we were becoming one,
he was continuously grasping Mika's hand
who was in pain, scared, and wanted to cry.


"Don't be afraid... If you don't like this, tell me? I'll properly stop it."


I felt relieved
by Hiro's voice and gentle eyes.

I felt like
he was saying
"I love you"

I thought we were being closer a little bit...




I remembered
when sleeping on his arm.


The body of the first man who touched me was so big
Hiro's body was comfortably warm...


I was really happy becoming one with Hiro.
I didn't feel any regret.


But...
But...


When we became one, another woman's name were called.


It's just my imagination right?
I misheard it right...??




♪Pururururu♪


Hiro's PHS' incoming sound
were ringing.


"Can you go out?"



Hiro who sounded sorry
lifted his arm, got up nodding.



"Saki?"


......Saki

The name which was miscalled
by Hiro a while ago.



So that name was real.
My anxiety was risen.

So I was
not mistaken...



"Me? No. Oh.. How about Saki? I see. See you"

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Hiro gently embraced my shoulder, and once more kissed me on the cheek.


The lips were slowly moving...

Our lips touched each others.


This was my first kiss
with Hiro.



Repeating many times,
... Hiro's hot tounge
came in.


After kissing for about 10 minutes, Hiro lifted Mika like a princess,
and carried me to the bed.



Hiro's fingers were gently tracing
on Mika's fore head.


"Noo... It tickles!! Ahaha"


To distract my nervousness
he looked at Mika who laughed unnaturally
Hiro put his back of hand on Mika's lips and said in worried expression


"Mika...are you shaking? Perhaps this is your first time?"



Before I realized, my body started shivering a little by little.

...insecured.
...afraid.


If he thought that having no experience was a bother
he would hate me...



Inspite of seeing the anxious Mika,
Hiro started tickling Mika's ribs with both of his hands.


"It tickles. Stop it!!!"



Pressing down Mika's hands who resisted, Hiro lifted Mika
and hugged with his strength


"...Is it alright with me?"



Because of his smile,
my worries diminished.


...Mika nodded quietly.


If it's with Hiro, it's okay.



"It's alright, it's not frightening. I'll be doing it gently..."


After saying that, he gently kissed me once again.