Koizora Chapter 2 Page 10

Nee,
perhaps he hadn't broken up with his girlfriend??


My doubts were stirring up.
I wanted to believe him,
but...


Gathering my courage,
I tried to ask.


"Hiro, you still have a girlfriend...??"


"What's up suddenly?"


...Inconsiderate Hiro looked a little bit irritated.


"But, a while ago you called me Saki? It's the one who called earlier, right...??"


There was no answer.


"Speak honestly??"



Hiro was
facing down.

Somehow
I knew the answer.


"...I haven't broken up with her. Sorry for lying."



Hiro still had a girlfriend.
They hadn't broken up.

Then why
he made love to me??


For being like this, I was just a convenient girl.




The tears were flowing down from my eyes.


Tears that came out because of
sorrow
regret
and shame.


Hiro wiped the tears with his finger.
He couldn't see straight to my face


"...I'm leaving"


I went home like I wanted to escape.



...the one who cared
was only Mika.





Since then there was a period when I no longer played and communicated with Hiro.


As time passed by


"I'm okay for just being a friend"

I started to think like that
the mail which wasn't replied also
had to be replied bluntly.

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Hiro gently held Mika
who was first experienced in this.


The feeling was enough to feel like illusion...



When we were becoming one,
he was continuously grasping Mika's hand
who was in pain, scared, and wanted to cry.


"Don't be afraid... If you don't like this, tell me? I'll properly stop it."


I felt relieved
by Hiro's voice and gentle eyes.

I felt like
he was saying
"I love you"

I thought we were being closer a little bit...




I remembered
when sleeping on his arm.


The body of the first man who touched me was so big
Hiro's body was comfortably warm...


I was really happy becoming one with Hiro.
I didn't feel any regret.


But...
But...


When we became one, another woman's name were called.


It's just my imagination right?
I misheard it right...??




♪Pururururu♪


Hiro's PHS' incoming sound
were ringing.


"Can you go out?"



Hiro who sounded sorry
lifted his arm, got up nodding.



"Saki?"


......Saki

The name which was miscalled
by Hiro a while ago.



So that name was real.
My anxiety was risen.

So I was
not mistaken...



"Me? No. Oh.. How about Saki? I see. See you"

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Hiro gently embraced my shoulder, and once more kissed me on the cheek.


The lips were slowly moving...

Our lips touched each others.


This was my first kiss
with Hiro.



Repeating many times,
... Hiro's hot tounge
came in.


After kissing for about 10 minutes, Hiro lifted Mika like a princess,
and carried me to the bed.



Hiro's fingers were gently tracing
on Mika's fore head.


"Noo... It tickles!! Ahaha"


To distract my nervousness
he looked at Mika who laughed unnaturally
Hiro put his back of hand on Mika's lips and said in worried expression


"Mika...are you shaking? Perhaps this is your first time?"



Before I realized, my body started shivering a little by little.

...insecured.
...afraid.


If he thought that having no experience was a bother
he would hate me...



Inspite of seeing the anxious Mika,
Hiro started tickling Mika's ribs with both of his hands.


"It tickles. Stop it!!!"



Pressing down Mika's hands who resisted, Hiro lifted Mika
and hugged with his strength


"...Is it alright with me?"



Because of his smile,
my worries diminished.


...Mika nodded quietly.


If it's with Hiro, it's okay.



"It's alright, it's not frightening. I'll be doing it gently..."


After saying that, he gently kissed me once again.

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Hiro was a little bit shy when he stroke my head
while seized my hand tightly.



"You~are uncertain so hold unto me"


It was the first time I held Hiro's hand.

His big hand...
wrapped up Mika's little hand.




Went home, after we finished the meal
Hiro began looking for something inside his bag.


What he took out was
an instant camera.



"Let's take a picture!"


Hiro turned his arm on my shoulder like he was used to it.

The dazzling flash
shone on the two of us.



At that time...



Smooch


On my cheek, Hiro's lips
lightly touched.


...! ? ! ?


I realized something happened and then separated from Hiro,
then touch the cheek that was touched by his lips.



"You don't like it, do you? I'm sorry"


The sad expression on Hiro's face
made he feel a little bit guilt because I ran away.


"It's not that I don't like it...I'm just surprised!!"


"Yeah, it is. I'm sorry. Maybe I like you, Mika"


"....Eh??"


"Is it okay to like you?"



It's not that we hadn't going out yet.


...he didn't just
targeted my body right??


But at this time instead of targeting my body,
I was afraid of being hated by Hiro if I refused the kiss.
That's why...


"It's...okay"

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We reached Hiro's home.


"Excuse me for disturbing..."


I muttered with small voice
but there was no reply.


"No one's here!"



What!? No one's here?
So it's just the two of us??



...Until now the number of people that went together were three.


And it always finished
in a short time.


The reason was
the both of us were thinking of liking each other seriously.


For dating outside
we had done it.

But playing in a boy's room for only both of us...

it is the first time for Mika.




On the floor, clothes, textbooks and accessories were scattered around
As expected from a boy's room.


Because of nervousness
I couldn't calm down.

But things that I didn't used to
I didn't want Hiro to realize.




"Don't be nervous"


Hiro bluntly
stroke my face.



It looked like my nervousness
would be exposed....




We talked
about our school...
about how that teacher was,
about how that student was.




Vague feeling turned to confidence with doubt,
one insecurity was born.



- Mika likes Hiro.
What about Hiro? -



It's lunch time
Two of us went to convenience store to buy lunch


On the way we were walking,
Hiro faced Mika
and held one of my hand.



"Eh? What?? Why??"